Well, I suppose in a way you can say the next step of my journey has begun. I went to the new Pulmonary Dr this morning about the 3 places on my lung, tomorrow morning I go for a CT on my lungs. My next visit isnt until the 24th and that's when I will learn the results of the CT, he doesnt give out results over the phone.
By then I will be crazy as a bed bug wondering what his opinions/my options are.
Sunny

Letter from a Mother to a Daughter: "My dear girl, the day you see I’m getting old, I ask you to please be patient, but most of all, try to understand what I’m going through. If when we talk, I repeat the same thing a thousand times, don’t interrupt to say: “You said the same thing a minute ago”... Just listen, please. Try to remember the times when you were little and I would read the same story night after night until you would fall asleep. When I don’t want to take a bath, don’t be mad and don’t embarrass me. Remember when I had to run after you making excuses and trying to get you to take a shower when you were just a girl? When you see how ignorant I am when it comes to new technology, give me the time to learn and don’t look at me that way... remember, honey, I patiently taught you how to do many things like eating appropriately, getting dressed, combing your hair and dealing with life’s issues every day... the day you see I’m getting old, I ask you to please be patient, but most of all, try to understand what I’m going through. If I occasionaly lose track of what we’re talking about, give me the time to remember, and if I can’t, don’t be nervous, impatient or arrogant. Just know in your heart that the most important thing for me is to be with you. And when my old, tired legs don’t let me move as quickly as before, give me your hand the same way that I offered mine to you when you first walked. When those days come, don’t feel sad... just be with me, and understand me while I get to the end of my life with love. I’ll cherish and thank you for the gift of time and joy we shared. With a big smile and the huge love I’ve always had for you, I just want to say, I love you... my darling daughter.

Well, its been one surgery of different kinds since last August 18th, 2011, one serious medical problem after the other and finally various heart surgeries beginning Oct 17th, 2011, certainly nothing I want to relive by posting about it other than to say it has been a nightmare. I also now have a pace maker. This coming Monday 19th, 2012 I got to the lung Dr for the first time about the places in my lung and see what that involves. I pray my health will be restored to the degree I can at least get myself a small apt or house and live independently again. I am to old and hellish to live with other ppl, lol! I hope someone will either adopt or Foster the two dogs I have recently written about in here, Things are critcal and crucial for them. Also hope anyone reading this has a fine and beautiful day, Sunny

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We Need You Now!

This is Woody and Tyson, their time is running out quickly, they are Crucial! They need a Forever Home or Foster Home immediately!
Burlington Animal Shelter, N. J.
1-609-265-5073
Please get the word out! If you have other web sites or a Face Book please post their pic and information on it.
Thank you,
Sunny

Hanging onto to Hope

Two weeks ago I had another heart attack and during the exams they learned the hard calcium deposit in my aorta is getting larger and more dangerous so surgery is needed for it too. I am also in Heart Failure and need heart surgery as soon as it can be set up for me. And another scare has come to light, the chest xrays showed something in my right lung and the Dr's said its "probable lung cancer"  I am not accepting that until a biopsy proves it to be whatever it is.
I am trying to take this in an orderly fashion: First I get through all the surgeries on my heart and aorta and then will have a biopsy on the thing in my lung. I just cant deal with it all at one time. I am really sick, just taking it one day at the time.
Sunny

The Sun Is going Down On

the month of March, 2011. Here it is 03/27/11 drawing to an end.
So far I cannot say this year is any different than last year in my life, no positive changes to speak of. Time simply moves along and I with no choice in the matter, move and age along with it. 

Still on Dial Up.

That is one of my major gripes. I cannot access my blogs very often and am afraid of Google shutting them down. This has happened to others and came very close to happening to me a couple of months ago. I find with my Dial Up Gmail, yahoo, live mail and hotmail are almost impossible to load. 

I do share a web site with my sister but my blogs are my main Love and Passion.

For interested ones  the web site is:

http://wildflowerafternoons.aimoo.com/